Narrate This!
February 1, 2008 by dragonfly3085
Well I am all caught up on Lost… I struggled to catch up before 8pm so that I could watch the premiere on ABC but at 8pm the Lost that came on is a recap. So for those of you who are not caught up… watch now! For those of you who are like me and panicked to be caught up on time… well now you can blog until 9pm when the REAL lost is on.
Work was nice today, I got to be left on my own for the most part. I typed up my notes on the billing process and seemed to make good progress on making a niche for myself. That’s always a bonus! We had a Superbowl Party today… on a Thursday? Anyway, I was good and resisted crap in the cafeteria and returned to my desk. However, people in the office are evil and wheeled up a cart around to ever cubicle with the left over cake and cupcakes and crap. Crap crap crap. So much for going back on my diet. Seriously though, I need to go back on that bitch.
I’m really stressed out. January has sucked and I can’t wait for tomorrow to bring me some good news. Have you ever had that feeling? I am hoping that this is the bottom though, and February will be brighter, and warmer, and less desolate. I’m really hoping that tomorrow will be the first day of the rest of forever. I’m REALLY hoping. I have that feeling behind me every day… the creepy crawlies. Like somebody is standing there behind me watching me & waiting; or that when I close the freezer door there is somebody standing behind it. It’s really eerie, and I’m not a huge fan. I feel like January has been that presence… and I want it gone. I know I’m being repetitive but honestly… if something doesn’t change tonight… things are going to be BAD for a long time and I want it to stop. So what the hell do I do? What’s going on?
Well… the Season Premiere of Lost is about to start and that last paragraph really wiped me out.
Hahaha…commericial break and I’m watching it right now!
I already have so many questions…
@ Romi - I’m kind of dissatisfied? What did you think? Hmm… the plot thickens.
ditto that….I think the whole season will be trying to figure out what happened to those that went with Jack and those that went with locke, and what the eff is Jack worried about Hurley “telling?” what is the big secret? Haha, I guess they won’t reveal that after Episode 1…LOL
@ Romi - I don’t think the Jack/Locke split will last very long. The show won’t be that interesting with only a few in the focus. (Think Tail end of plane crash episodes…
Plus did you notice they kept calling it the Oceanic 6 as in… only 6 were rescued?
Hmm…. and who was waiting at home for Kate? My handsome man Sawyer? (Yum)
The plot definitely thickens … thickening it can do. I really hope this show doesn’t disappoint you guys.
Aimee you can’t let the winter blues get you, you really have to fight them. I know I sound like a mom here, I’ve been right where you are and I’ve learned that you need to train yourself to battle the winter blues because it doesn’t come naturally. I’ve found that it’s important to change up your routine and occupy your mind with new things. Get a walking partner to walk the high school track, and/or start swimming at the high school pool a couple of nights after work. Even a half hour in the water will be rejuvenating, mentally therapeutic. And the water aerobics classes are a blast. The Herb Shop has a FREE Reiki clinic every month, a FREE meditation group that meets twice a month, and a FREE Tarot study group that meets once a month. Read something out of your comfort zone. (You can get great recommendations on Amazon, and see other readers reviews.)
And of course you’ve got this great blog, so read other people’s blogs and figure out which ones you like and take part in the discussions.
I know I sound like a mom, and I don’t mean to nag. But I really have been where you are. I wish we could put hearts on our blogs! But all we can do is this:
Think of that as a little red heart.
@ Wendy - You’re not nagging! I appreciate your concern.
Seasonal Depression or SAD or whatever it is you want to call it is pretty commonplace for me. I probably should have clarified that it feels different though. I don’t know, I was going to try tanning but then I went into the hospital and sort of lost site of that with the impending “no paycheck for a month” drama.
I have to try some new things, that’s where the quilting came from. I felt great when I was working out but I don’t have the energy now and won’t until I start doing it but for now it still hurts when I have to breathe heavily or yawn on my side. Stupid surgery.
Blah blah blah I’m not whining I just feel like… somethings amiss and it needs to change soon or something is going to be even more awful and that would suck becuase I hate January
@ Wendy (Again) - I added hearts into my Text Widgets because it’s html code but I don’t know if it will work in the blog parts… but if you ever want to know how the code is:
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Well it’s good that you’re aware of it, because that’s half the battle. I forgot about your surgery, so that’s probably part of it.
This heart code is spectacular! ♥